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  • 1. selfie
  • 2. what would you name your future kids?
  • 3. do you miss anyone?
  • 4. what are you looking forward to?
  • 5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
  • 6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
  • 7. what was your life like last year?
  • 8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
  • 9. who did you last see in person?
  • 10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
  • 11. are you listening to music right now?
  • 12. what is something you want right now?
  • 13. how do you feel right now?
  • 14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
  • 15. personality description
  • 16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?
  • 17. opinion on insecurities.
  • 18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?
  • 19. have you ever been to New York?
  • 20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
  • 21. age and birthday?
  • 22. description of crush.
  • 23. fear(s)
  • 24. height
  • 25. role model
  • 26. idol(s)
  • 27. things i hate
  • 28. i'll love you if...
  • 29. favourite film(s)
  • 30. favourite tv show(s)
  • 31. 3 random facts
  • 32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
  • 33. something you want to learn
  • 34. most embarrassing moment
  • 35. favourite subject
  • 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
  • 37. favourite actor/actress
  • 38. favourite comedian(s)
  • 39. favourite sport(s)
  • 40. favourite memory
  • 41. relationship status
  • 42. favourite book(s)
  • 43. favourite song ever
  • 44. age you get mistaken for
  • 45. how you found out about your idol
  • 46. what my last text message says
  • 47. turn ons
  • 48. turn offs
  • 49. where i want to be right now
  • 50. favourite picture of your idol
  • 51. starsign
  • 52. something i'm talented at
  • 53. 5 things that make me happy
  • 54. something thats worrying me at the moment
  • 55. tumblr friends
  • 56. favourite food(s)
  • 57. favourite animal(s)
  • 58. description of my best friend
  • 59. why i joined tumblr
  • 60. ask me anything you want

I don’t know if you’ll ever find a girl who was into you as much as I was
Or know all your favorite artists like I did
Or remember all the little things like I did
Or appreciate your sense of humor and intelligence like I did,
But that’s ok
No one will be better than me

My turn to be whiny.

I’ve never felt so much of a fuck up my entire life. I can’t even pay attention in class without thinking about how I can’t even get one fucking problem right. I feel so stupid when I know I’m not. I feel pathetic. School is the only thing that makes me feel like this. And I’m not saying I’m going to drop out and mess around, I’m saying that I feel so fucking dumb. Today was one of those days where bad things just kept happening and happening to me. All I can ask is “Why?” But that won’t solve anything. Let’s start with this morning when my mom went fucking ballistic. I had to walk to school today. It was good though because I love smelling like sweat when I arrive to school. Really glad that my first period has a liberal late policy. The sub asked me to take my headphones off and put my phone away. My teacher doesn’t give two shit if our phone is out and we’re listening to music. He irritated me. After that I found out that I accidentally threw out my SD cards. I am a photographer. Losing my SD card is probably like losing a child. I was so upset I didn’t know how to deal with it. My pictures were all in there. I’m still upset just thinking about it. I feel like shit. There’s more that happened but I don’t even want to talk about it. Fuck. I am so upset. I hate when people pity me. Like no, I don’t want your pity. Just accept my sadness. All this happened in one day, and I can’t even talk to my go-to-person because he and I are having technical issues. I hate my life. Fuck everything.